Okay. I started this discussion more or less as a diary or journal for my own progress on our latest projects. There is some personal insight into why the hell I do this; it ain't for the money, that's for sure, it ain't because it's an easy job, in fact, music is the hardest job I've ever done, much harder than Engineering, Law, or Medicine. Certainly harder than bricklaying or roofing [which I have done!]. They say the average rock band player makes $43k a year; wow! I'd love to be making that much! Okay, I do get royalty checks every month from ASCAP, however, even they cheat me out of half of my royalties, oh, and a 'P.S.' they damn well know it, right up to Marilyn Bergman and Jimmy Jam!
So, my immediate goal is to make enough to live on, a little comfortably, yeah, because I simply can't do any other at this point in my life!
"Get a real job!" Shit, if this ain't my real job then the whole planet is phoney! As soon as someone says this to me they go on my "ignorant, uneducated, serf list!" As if Bono's job isn't real? Come on, person, do you actually think about what comes out of your mouth before you open it or are you just a TVZoid Rhombic Repeater of Stocked Responses of the Hypnotized led by the Blind?
This ain't easy, and if you can do this job, then, and only then, do you have the right to tell me to get a real job, but even then I won't! I am real! Very real!
"I bleed on stage and that's what people pay to see." because they are so forbidden from having emotions and feelings, they cry with me, they laugh with me, they love with me, I love them; what the hell more could I ask for out of a job?
I live this! Do you get it? These songs aren't just created by rote, storyboard, or formula, I live it all and sing about it; I take on all the scourging so that others don't have to. Do you get it!
If you like the music, Jesus, let me know!
Terry James
Lead Singer
Hell On Wings
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